in the past week ii have realized that people can change. ii witnessed it with more than one person. and for those that feel ppl can't change. ii believe that is wrong. it is true that one can not change a person but if they want to, they'll change themselves. it's a beautiful thing to watch when they change for the better... my brother is one who ii have watched changed. ii don't know if his change is due to him not smoking any more but ii like it. he is now taking steps in his life that are long overdue. but ii won't say that ii am not scared for him because ii am... just as scared for him as ii am for myself, goodness. ii hope he makes it in this world, because i'm tired of seeing ppl ii care about fall rite when they have found the strength to pick themselves back up.
so, ii now think that ii have done what i had set this year out to do...
here's my sanctuary>>
ii have found peace within myself. ii no longer look for my happiness within someone else. although, he is still in my life, ii no longer rely on him to LIVE. ii have been living my life and having a great time. ii know it sounds a bit dumb, you're probably thinking whyy would someone even be so consumed in a relationship..but shiit, you'd be surprised at what can happen when you fall for someone or love someone, what ever you want to call it.now, fuck it, the sun sets and rises on me. love you.
quote of the dayy and my mood to anyone who cares...
"you can never become happy bringing other people misery" so do yourself a favor and don't be trife.
