sooooooooooooooooooooooo

...no more neverLAnd.
back to AZ. but, ii was ready. every time ii go home, my mom always says that ii have matured away at school, but in this trip home, ii have noticed it on my own. goodness gracious, i'm growing up, that thing that ii dread. :(

ii have come to the conclusion that ii mite be just about done with clubbin and all that.. i realize that the previous statement is a contradiction in itself but shiit that's what it is. lol

ohh, i saw Nortorius twice. ii think ii thought it was good the second time. ii was told that ii didn't like it because it didn't have a happy ending like ii would want since ii, "watch all those damn disney movies"

ii feel like ii think too much sometimes...but shiit who wants a girl without her own mind...so untill next time, i'll be thinking some more...

ii have now realized...

that ii will no longer allow myself to live for others... that may come as a shock to many because your first thought is probably judgmental in that you think i'm stupid for not living for me all along but in truth, sometimes it is hard... and living to please others is even harder; so fuck you and have a nice day. thanks.

ii have come to the conclusion that when ii do what ii want, ii am happier. ii can no longer live my life for anyone else. ii mean, ii understand my shiit is a bit more exciting than some, but damn, lemme do this over here and you do that over there. thanks.

so lemme give you guys a couple examples of ppl that let me do me...bree's missing though but picture her in there somewhere between whoever. love these lames.

church this morning...

is the truth of all lives.



forgive those who have hurt you and your sins will be forgiven.